9/30/2006
noone but me from URL @ 6:49 AM
OH YEAH.
i wanted to say,
listening to classical music helps when you're doing maths.
it doesnt get you as irriatated or as frustrated that easily.
:D
im listening to the songs swl sent me,
it'd be an understatement when i say this:
time zooms by.
but i shd stop saying it so much.
else it pass faster =x
okayokay, morning.
today will be a good day.
*nods
:D
noone but me from URL @ 6:03 AM
PE rocked yesterday!
heh, which just boils down to the point that if you're with rocker people,
things'll auto-rock! :D
and WOOHOOHOO for pe on monday! :D
i realise that its nice to smile :)) or ((:
but not nice to smile :DD
looks like it has a double chin.
ohwell,
i still like it.
:D or :D.. (its DROOLING! HAHA)
:-D hmm-
:cD (woah, almost looks human!)
haha.
9amathspapers
2amathspapers
5emathspapers
3emathspapers
2chempapers
1physicspaper
1sspaper
1geogpaper
jiayou everyone.
:D
9/29/2006
noone but me from URL @ 1:06 AM
morning!
well, yesterday afternoon i had a good time!
actually to think about it,
amongst it all,
the things that we do most randomly turn out to be the best times of my life.
playgrounds,mac,school,random in-the-middle-of-nowhere places,beaches.
random outings, haha.
esp when certain people make it all the more special :D
maybe cos when you plan things, they dont turn out as well as the way you expected it too.
of course there'd be exceptions, cos sometimes certain things'll really rock.
like the thailand trip! :D
okay,
i guess its just the people you're with then huh.
hmm,
okay yeap.
since its the people that matter,
i cant wait for the picnic! the movie! and the night safari!
cos the people im gna go with
-are rockers! :D
okay shooshoo.
go study ah aunttyy!
9/28/2006
noone but me from URL @ 2:54 AM
im here again.
haha, but now my mood has picked up cos i just went into my room and sang some VIOLENT songs.
HAHA.
okay, i think im the only idiot on the computer nowadays cos the regular people are never here anymore.
but nvm. as long as im studying at the same time.
besides the computer keeps me awake.
anw i think i find this rather amusing.
my MOTHER has a BLOG! HAHAHAHA.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAH.
okay la, adults have a life too.
but,
HAHAHAHHAHAHAAH.
`ciao.
andagainwheneverythingfallsapart,
:D
it confuses people.
and im almost beginning to believe it makes me feel better.
somehow.
noone but me from URL @ 12:39 AM
morning.
erm yeah. thats all i have to say.
morning.
CANCER BLOODY HELL CAN TAKE ITS CELLS AND GO AND DIE.
i keep losing everysingle person that i've ever loved.
bloody hell.
sometimes certain ironies make too much sense;
especially when they're not supposed to.
and nope, im not studying lit.
9/24/2006
noone but me from URL @ 1:02 AM
good morning.
every amaths question that i attempt seems to produce wrong answers;
damn.
but im persevering on.
the night is young.
:D
coswheneverythingelsefails,
yousmile.
9/23/2006
noone but me from URL @ 10:58 PM
im having a headache again.
anw, yay! today was a proudproud day! :D
THE PART BS GOT FIRST FOR ORIENTEERING!
firstfirstfirstfirst! :D
but you know what, even if they didnt get first;
we'd still be ultra proud of them.
because when they came running in,
on their faces was not tiredness nor was it the face of defeat;
they ran in, charging forward with Cedar's name on high.
the way they ran in,
up till the end point,
with the faces of determination and success.
the faces of champions.
it was written all over them, that they had done their best;
they didnt even need to tell us that.
(:
that was the proudest moment of the day.
it was such a feeling that i had goosebumps.
kathleen said she felt so proud.
well, it was the proudest moment of the day;
for us.
anyway i decided to blog about this cos i entered an entry on orienteering com last year too.
last yr : 91 points, second.
this yr: 73 points, FIRST.
well done part bs.
you didnt let us down;
you made us all proud.
well, they shouldnt be reading this, but, well.
9/22/2006
noone but me from URL @ 9:34 PM
im having a pretty bad headache;
again.
having to wake up tomorrow at 4.45am isn't going to help either.
ohmann.
suddenly everything seems so bleak.
anyway, i found a word.
"surreal"
go figure.
im not in a nice mood.
`whooptidoo.
and when everything else fails, smile;
it confuses people.
:D
sadly the smiley doesnt looks smiley anymore.
9/20/2006
noone but me from URL @ 10:58 PM
my goal
SIX posts for today.
HAHA.
im mad LAH;
whatever.
as long as i do what it takes to keep me awake.
i feel proud of myself cos i just withheld the temptation of taking a nap.
*pats self on back.
:D
eh, like suddenly a bit no energy to blog a high post.
must be the homework awaiting me.
the hill is forming.
one amaths paper
one emaths paper
one chem paper
one ssgeog paper
would that be a hill?
or a mountain?
or maybe not ah,
just another hurdle for me to step over.
bob the builder
sarahjaa-ay, can we do it;
sarahjaa-ay yes we can.
WOOHOOHOO!
:D
that's my new word, and new smiley.
it looks so happy!
noone but me from URL @ 9:16 AM
going to school now.
and i feel pro cos im wearing a watch.
i stole took my brother's watch.
it shall be mine :D
and its nice to smile like this :D
in smses too :D
haha, unlike natalie who frownsmiles like this D:
i think im mad to blog so many times a day.
oh well.
if im mad so be it;
you wont be much better off considering we're in the same school.
cheers :D
CI better go well.
noone but me from URL @ 7:04 AM
dammit, blogger swallowed my post.
maybe you werent meant to read it then.
(:
let fate take its course then;
besides, my break is over.
have a nice day.
noone but me from URL @ 6:47 AM
PLSEANT MORNING TO ALL OF YOU AGAIN.
just that you all will be in school soon, nyeh heh.
anw i wna cancel sth i said.
DONT EVER TAKE NAPS.
killers, they just suck you furhter into lalaland.
stupppid.
even if you set TEN alarms, dont take naps.
(: yeap, mugging-for-exam-tip.
but then again, almost everyone ard me seem to be able to mug w/o falling aslp.
okay so nvm, that'll be MY exam tip.
okay.
i just cant wait for the 9/10/2006.
really, i think thats almost all that im living for now.
someone told me that nowadays, all we ever do is studystudystudy.
when was the last time we took a moment just to appreciate things?
we disregard everything, just to study.
sometimes even our families.
haha, someone asked me when was the last time i took a walk in the park just to appreciate beauty.
damn;
and to think i used to go to east coast almost every week last yr &beginning this yr just to sit at the beach.
damn.
im losing touch.
im losing my life.
no;
i have no life.
im a looooseer..
which all boils down to the point, that i cant wait for the 9/10.
i wonder how the sec 4s are doing it though =x
(psst: YAY! almost there! jiayou)
almost admire their perseverance i think.
but then again, what the mind can conceive and believe, it can achieve.
HAHA. and so as of today, i will stop falling asleep and mugmugmug.
i have no life.
i am a loser.
so once again, raise the loser flag,
and salute it the loser style.
at least im in a good mood most of the times nowadays.
haha, and im starting to ramble on my blog again.
ohwell. i've got 7 mins break left & then 2hrs of SS and then off to school for CI presentation.
and muu- rmbr, your hair goes if we dont present today.
hmm.
anyway, Tunku Abdul Rahman was my ex-ex pri school's distant grandpa.
HAHA random.
ohwell, at least it shows i rmbr sth from ss.
okay lah. im wasting time.
english paper's this friday.
A1A1A1A1A1A1A1A1A1A1A1.
not because im pro or anyth, but cos my tamil sucks =x
ohyeah, and after 9/10
(after hanging out and slacking)
it'll be TAMIL! WOOHOOHOO-FULL-SPEED-AHEAD.
okay, seriously i dont know why im so high.
and energetic.
at this time in the morning somemore.
3mins left to end-of-break. i wna post again. HAHA
-tellmeimmad.
9/17/2006
noone but me from URL @ 1:08 AM
i've planned it.
in the future, whenever things don't go right.
whenever i want out, or i need to take a break.
or even if as an adult, once in awhile i wna escape frm reality;
i'll leave singapore on a friday morning
reach pulau tioman by friday evening,
and go sleep.
the next day, i'll go snorkelling/scuba diving.
and in the evening, i'll sit by the beach.
and i'll just sit.
i'll write, most probably.
then on sunday morning, i'll head back to singapore.
and in the ample travelling time to and fro, i'll sort out my thoughts.
a break from everyone, in solitude.
and when i arrive home, i'll be renewed.
if you havent gone snorkelling before, you wouldnt understand.
underwater, its just different.
its just colours and life;
almost perfect life.
no bothers, no nothing.
just cool water around you, and innocent things swimming ard.
no pressure, no stress.
"imagine youself wading through the water. you have your oxygen so you know you're safe; and there, there and then just for that moment, all you need to feel safe is just that tube in your mouth.
nothing else. and when you swim, colours all around you.
cool water through your body. fishes swimming; on their way, like you're on yours.
its a whole new world.
nothing bothers you underwater.
its life."
i wna go snorkelling, sadly its the monsoon.
very, very sadly.
):
well, tonight;
thank God for Family and Friends.
9/16/2006
noone but me from URL @ 6:02 AM
PLEASANT MORNING YOU ALL! (:
im awake!
and i feel quite good about it.
don't get me wrong, i fell asleep at around 10+?
THANKFULLY, i woke up at 3+ thinking it was nearing 530, and that i had to go to school.
so i went to take a shower, and theeeen realised it was a SATURDAY!
and better yet, only 3+!
HOORAY.
( but its 5.58am alr)
i was planning to maximise/fully utilise today.
however, its my dad's side cousin's 18th birthday.
and mom's side cousin's 21st birthday.
BIG days; for them.
and soo, the whole day today shall be, unfortunately, birthday celeb day.
=x sheesh.
i really wish i didnt have to, since im alr lagging in my studies.
(ooh, they're playing marikita on the radio)
okay whatever. i gtg, so i shouldnt complain.
anw i was doing hw till now.
finished everyth except the amaths and emaths papers.
(:
i will never let that mountain of hw haunt me again.
okay, yay! im happy that im awake, but then i alr said that.
cos i hated myself yesterday for falling asleep.
i HATE, ABSOLUTELY DETEST FALLING ASLEEP.
gg to slp would be perfectly fine, cos it'd mean that i had completed what i had planned to do.
but i hate myself for falling asleep, and im dead serious abt that.
each time i fall aslp, iwake up feeling disgusted with myself.
OHWELL.
anw, i was teaching kathleen chemistry yesterday;
i got abused badly ah kathleen.
like before she ans a question she would flail and swing her arms ard madly whacking me.
(she even said she rmbrd the valecy of calcium cos the prev time she said that ans, she pinched me. so when she pinched me, she rmbrd the correct ans -__-)
OHWELL.
kathleen: you'll understand, and you'll pass well.
and you better.
and for all the topics; not just that.
or else i wont friend you, and i'll help suria bully you x)
okay la. basically im very happy this morning cos im awake and abt to do sth productive.
HOORAY.
hmm, okay.
HOORAY.
9/13/2006
noone but me from URL @ 10:40 PM
today a dear friend of mine turned fifteen;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICIA TAN! (:
im in love with the
APPLE AND ALOE VERA DRINK! :D
I LIKE.
anw, lookies. im here again.
and i cant believe i just said " lookies".
HAHA.
anyway, today i ran!
kathleen and i EXERCISED.
you know how GOOD it felt, to JOG after so long.
even though i felt so unfit cos i got tired easily,
it felt OOOHH good(:
yay, i want PTs back.
not like we'll get what we want anyway =x
OH. i've wanted to tell you all sth funny about fdhfgkathleenfsjkagfg.
during national camp when we were registering, the sir there asked her,
sir: what district are you from?
kath: NCC
sir: yeah, what district?
kath: LAND
sir: North, South, East, West?
(and YOU KNOW WHAT KATHLEEN SAID?!)
kath: LAND.
AHHAHA.
( i mean N S E W, and LAND is so totally off. no link la `loserr)
then the sir looked funnily at her, fortunately, i told him central later on.
throw face ahh.
AHHAHA.
hahahaha, it proved to be a good laugh over the next few days.
and even now too.
HAHAHA
and then she said this,
"dear computer, i cant bear to shut you down. i will miss you alot. i will miss clicking your mouse and typing on your keyboard and looking at your screen. im so attached to you i cant let you go. but sadly life's like that. sacrifice abit wont die. (maybe i'll still die i dont know.)"
and went offline.
talk about madness.
anyway, today went well for us.
okay fine.
until the bird shat on my nc tee's sleeve.
STUPID BIRD WITH NO ANUS.
sheesh.
okay, lookies! (HAHA)
its my third consecutive post in a three days.
im so free ah.
HA HA HA.
sense the sarcasm.
CHEERS.
9/12/2006
noone but me from URL @ 10:10 PM
im having the nightime sickness thingg again.
im getting used to it now.
anw, look im blogging.
AGAIN.
SOMEONE, SLAP ME.
PLEASE.
sheesh, i shall leave in awhile though.
anw i was thinking how come im not as focused as i was last yr;
in studying, that is.
and the differences i realised were that last yr,
1) i didnt go online as much
2) i slept by 12am latest every night (except some nights)
which means, to get back on track, i need to sleep on time.
and stop coming online.
stop coming HERE AH.
DAMMMIITTTTT.
again,
SOMEONE, SLAP ME.
PLEASE.
dammit,
well i shouldnt ask people to slap me for my own lack of discipline.
i should slap myself.
like how i slapped myself for two physics question for which i had contemplated alternative ans which were correct.
HA HA.
and i must pass my this emaths test to pass overall.
mustmustmust.
but anw, no point saying now.
okay LAH.
my post is getting random.
okay i should be leaving about now, to start on my SOB.
GO! SARAHJ
GO! THE WORLD AROUND ME THATS MUGGING TOO! (:
alltheway;
we're all in this tog.
`cheeeeeers.
9/11/2006
noone but me from URL @ 11:22 PM
of all days msn had to screw up, it had to be today.
=x
ohwell.
i've been wanting to blog about many random entries, but they all seem so old now.
like
1) the bus driver who made me pay $1.50 for a bus ride (im gna lodge a complaint, HAH)
2) how people (aheem, kathleenandcheryl) like to BULLY ME BY SHIFTING THE BLAME TO ME. but duh, im a nice person and i wanted to study so i just let it go;
3) how my holidays were spent doing homework, and homework alone.
4) the guy who digged and flicked his nose in the mrt. and i stared at him with an expression of revolt and disgust, and when he looked up and around to see if anyone had witness his guilty act, he TURNED RED when he caught sight of my stare. haha, where's your pride man! ;p
5) that my mom went to the maldives to write another article about its underwater beauty or sth, and how i was so scared she'd get stung by a stingray.
6) that she's supposed to be back home by now, but she's not. and its sept 11.
7) squeezing voodoo dolls' heads are stress relieving (esp when its someone* in your mind)
and last but not least,
8) the EOYs are nearing and i havent started studying =x
but ohwell, life afterthat shall be bliss~
and that shall be my motivation.
NINTHOFOCTOBER! (: comecomecome!
hmm, i seemed to have had many things to say.
oh.
somethg i just found out.
if you'd like to take a power nap. plan it for 15-20 mins max.
get someone to call you at x hours.
set your alarm for x+5 hours.
then get someone to call you at x+10 hours.
(safety measures in case the first two dont work.)
once awake, hurry do something interesting.
like for me, im here.
and tadaa, after awhile you'll find your sleepiness wearing off.
(:
butthenagainwhenyoudomathsthesleepinesswilljustrushback.
okay, this has been a looong and aimless post.
and my life will be like that too if i waste away here.
haha,
CHEERS! (:
in the end, you ain't nothing but a loser,
so raise the loser flag, and salute it the loser style.
Charlie- sjfhjstmrdfjahfjkbgutshljsahlfjhawardfjsdhfljgflsdhooraycearihtruclapjklshjalouder.
there is meaning in that you know.
*NODS.
dont believe, well too bad;
you're not meant to understand anw.
HA HA HA.
(but seriously, there are hidden words in there)
and now, back to eeeeemaths.
what can i say.
eeeeeeeeks.
9/06/2006
noone but me from URL @ 10:13 PM
im running a temperature of 38.8 degrees.
my body is burning; figuratively.
my eyes are burning; figuratively.
my eyes are tearing away; badly.
my nose is blocked; literally.
:(
whatever.
the only thing that's scaring me is that it all happened within a couple of hours.
i've heard of common flu, bad flu, slight flu;
but flash flu is a first.
=x
and my bed is calling me to sleep,
i can hear it!
my homework's telling me to pack them up for tmr.
i can hear them too.
anyway, today proved to be more effective than the other days.
i did my amaths paper though it took me 5 odd hours.
so tmr, i HAVE TO do my other amaths paper, emaths paper and that emaths worksheet everyone's whining abt.
the joke: i have to do all those within 7 hours. yeah.
provided i get better, cos there's no way i can do maths on my own.
i'll just end up eating, squashing paper and laughing.
dont get it?
well, i'll end up HOPEless.
you can ask my pltnmates abt that.
haha, and i find it amusing too that when im stressed,
i stare into blank space and laugh.
or i start singing out loud.
but i think what really helps is that you take sth, squeeze it hard and scream internally with all your might&force.
you'll feel better after that.
(:
yeah, whatever, im mad too.
sick and mad.
but hopefully i wont be sick after tmr,
so all i'll be is mad.
that aint too bad aye.
"Does that make me Crazy?
Does that make me Crazy?
Does that make me Crazy?
Possibly
well,
I think you're Crazy
I think you're Crazy
I think you're Crazy
Just like me
But maybe I'm Crazy
Maybe you're Crazy
Maybe we're Crazy
Probably"
because it takes a bigger mad person to call a smaller mad person mad.
HAHA. I SHALL END IT WITH CAPS, COS EVEN THOUGH IM SICK AND MAD, I FEEL HIGH COS IM LOOKING FORWARD TO STUDYING WITH PLTNMATES TMR AGAIN! WOOHOOOHOOOOO~
ireallythinkimmad.
nvm, imsureyouaretoo(:
nights.
9/05/2006
noone but me from URL @ 4:48 PM
histograms, suck. my.blood. and waste.my.graph.paper.
my oven was repaired today, and i just baked brownies. they're nice and chocolatey. not a waste of time; cooking is therapeutic.
and this morning i went for a swim too. neither was that a waste of time; swimming relieves the mind. besides, i needed the exercise.
somehow, i seem to be doing everything but studying. later gotta do the cluecards too. but now im supposed to cook dinner. and somehow, all these seem to not waste my time ehh. haha, look at the littledenial im living in; sheesh. damnit
well, cooking is therapeutic.
`cheers, have a nice day.
9/03/2006
noone but me from URL @ 11:15 PM
i think my mom read that yellow notebook of mine. =x anyway, i cant believe its sunday already. damnit. i'll wake up late tmr to catch up on my sleep, and go for tuition, and then mug! and, for a change, im rather high now. almost-perfect-people make me smile to myself, right kathleen? (: anyway, i had just blogged 3 entries on ssc but saved them as drafts. im not gna comment. oh, just sth; "you dont live to please others" cos if you do it for a piece of cloth, or a block of wood, well sad to say, that piece of wood is gna rot, and the cloth, disintegrate. but the pride and glory'll live on. and thats what's worth fighting for.
well,
someonerocks.
and you're not gna steal.
stealing is bad, and besides,
i'll smack you.
and im gna voodoo my very nice and unbiased ***
abby, he deserves to be shot
(:
C H E E R S!
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